I need to say at once I don’t have the answer and everyone has their own way of coping with what’s going on. Over the last few days the lovely weather (yes I know it is too hot for this time of year because of climate change, but…) has taken me in the direction of some the answers that I can give myself.
The best remedy for me is the undoubtedly the garden, the allotment and the satisfaction that today the potatoes got planted, the carrots, strawberries and seeds watered in glorious sunshine. It feels like a huge privilege to have the land and capacity to grow some of our food, for now at least.
Yesterday was a day full of small positive moments and events. I was at the local community centre to meet a friend for coffee and there were two women at the next table talking, one of whim was clearly from the United States. Later that day I ran into her again; she recognised me and we spoke for a few moments. It was interesting to hear her version of what is going on in the United States and share her horror and also her persistent hope. I will probably never see her again as she was only here for a few days, so thanks Nancy from Albuquerque New Mexico and all the best. Stay safe; your country needs people like you.
Also yesterday evening while I was waiting for my choir to start I met the asylum seekers and refugees from the LGBTQ+ group formed by the charity I used to run. Great to see these people who have been so afraid and been through so much horror so relaxed and simply accepted as part of the local community meeting in the centre we all share.
Of course more that anything else my consolation comes from the poetry that I read, write and talk about. A recent trip to Ireland gave me the chance to catch up a with a poet friend and regular follower of my blog. We read and exchanged our poems and talked about poets we love and admire.
I thought I had finished writing this blog but then yesterday (30th April) I got stuck in a traffic jam and listened to Radio 4’s Feedback. They were interviewing Fergal Keane the foreign correspondent and he talked about how he and many of this colleagues reporting from war zones keep a book of poems at hand to help them relax away from the stresses and strains of reporting conflict. He quoted John O’Donoghue and read his poem This is the Time to be Slow, a beautiful poem. You can hear the interview and Fergal reading the poem on BBC Sounds. Below is a link to the text. Relax and enjoy..
https://www.thethinkingproject.co.uk/poemsofathinkingenvironment/timetogoslow
My reading life
Holiday reading mostly and halfway through the Karen Lloyd book I mentioned last time. The pile of unread poetry at my side remains a pile of unread poetry and I refuse to feel guilty about it. One of these days I will make a start and no doubt the result will be inspiration.
My writing life
My collection went off for its professional edit earlier this month I have had 2 poems accepted for Dreamcatcher magazine’s forthcoming number, which I am very pleased about. I have also managed to write a couple of poems recently, but you can’t rush these things…
Poem of the month is appropriately Heat (21degrees today!) first published in my pamphlet Testimony (Wayleave 2019).
Until next time…